demonic angel dreams V4 | lets capture those precious moments

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

I can't...

I couldn't hold back anymore. Just as I started to Skype with Ying, I burst out crying.
Non-stop for probably an hour or so.
I guess I just needed to do that.

My thoughts are in a mess.
I feel terribly guilty.
I'm starting to hate myself.

This is depressing...but I feel much better now.
Would need some time to clear my mind and swallow everything
as well as work things out.

ling ♥ 3:30 pm

Comments:

*hugs*

If you need someone to talk to you can talk to me if it helps? :( Hang in there!

PS : I have Skype-phone at work you can try searching for my full name. I uses it for work purposes but if my boss isn't around I think we can talk XD;;;

# posted by

ayayan : Thu Jun 19, 02:25:00 am BST

thx very much!
i tried searching for your full name but didn't get anything. let me know okie...hugs

# posted by

Anonymous : Thu Jun 19, 03:07:00 pm BST

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