ling ♥ 3:40 pm
Saturday, June 28, 2008
trou du cul
I have never been quite so offended with what can come out of some mouths. Here we are being nice to you and you say such awful things to us. What were you thinking?
What is it with people who don't think before they say anything?
I wish I can actually puke out the meal you prepared for us just now. I don't think we'll ever talk to you anymore. You and your principles...I vow to show you that we will do so much better than you in LIFE...YOU ARROGANT BASTARD!!!
Damn you...
ling ♥ 10:26 pm
Friday, June 27, 2008
wheeeeeeee...
I just finished unpacking my package from ebuyer!!! Didn't expect it arrive so fast really because they said delivery was within 5 working days. I'm so in love with me new speakers+keyboard+7-port USB hub =D
Finally I can listen to music properly. Not saying my MacBook speakers are lousy, just not powerful enough...HEHE I still can't forgive myself for stain-ing my MacBook. Don't know how to get rid of it no matter how many times I've rubbed it using wet tissues (sob) Now I wouldn't need to put my hands anywhere near it when using
Summer SALE's on but hadn't really seen anything that is nice. Maybe I'm just being picky. O well, good that I don't spend too much money also. I do still want to go back to ZARA and check out the stuff though. YY saw this coat which costs £59. I liked it the minute I saw it. I have to think of a way to convince him to get it...HEHE(too bad it's not for me LOL)
Sigh...must start on my projects soon. Thank God for Michelle's help...
ling ♥ 8:41 pm
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
@.@
I should not go back to sleep after turning off the alarm clock!!! Managed to get ready in 20 mins and then called for a cab to uni. £6(ouch)
Had a pretty long chat with Clinton and cleared things up. Will have some arrangements to make for extending my course. Sigh. I'm a little depressed at this point but I think I have a clearer mindset and I will aim to do it properly this time around.
Quite a gloomy day today...I think I'll just go wrap myself up in the comforter now
ling ♥ 5:08 pm
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
yummy
Woke up late this morning. damn. Rushed to get ready and go out groceries shopping but received a call from Carol saying she wanted to come over to get the iron. In the end, we waited for her to finish her ironing then only we went out.
Dropped by Arndale Market to check out the fish, prawns and mussels. Then quickly walked over to Chinatown to get the ingredients we lacked for preparing the meal. Finally got home at 1430 and started the prep.
YY started cleaning the mussels(eww the raw smell) and I started cutting up the other dry ingredients. My gums hurt quite badly and at one point I got so mad with him and he just ignored me n went to sleep. Idiot!
So I started deep-frying the prawns and got hot oil flying everywhere, even on my hands!(Owww...) Then I cooked the chilli mussels and let the steamer take care of the fish. Gosh...so tiring! Quickly washed the pot and cooked butter prawns. Smelt quite awesome but didn't even have time to think.
Once everything was done, woke YY up and quickly washed up and cleared away the stuff we used for prep. It was almost time Kik and Taam were supposed to have arrived. Luckily they came by a little later than expected. HEHE
Anyway, it was good that they enjoyed the meal. And probably not as much beer as we had over at their place. I don't think I'll ever cook so many dishes anymore. Sigh. Must settle my work first. Maybe I'll go become a chef or something after I graduate...HAHA(Right)
before deep-frying them...^^
one half of the garoupa
teo-chew style steam fish
butter prawns & the chilli mussels underneath
ling ♥ 11:39 pm
Monday, June 16, 2008
support
Went to see the SSO today. Will most probably see her again after I've met Clinton.
Everything's quite uncertain so I have to find out everything before I can do anything.
After that, went around the Degree Show again, making mental notes and realising bit by bit what might have gone wrong with my whole 2nd term. Hadn't realised I can be so dumb sometimes.
Spent a couple of hours sitting in All Saints Park talking to YY about what I should do next. Lovely weather but the wind was quite cold. Thankful I put on sunblock earlier...Still have not recovered from the sunburnt I'd gotten last Tuesday. T.T
Met up with Kik n Taam for a drink and snacks at Ra!n Bar. Had a long chat and then decided to go for dinner at their workplace. I swear I'll never go back there for food ever...horrible horrible...
We'd just decided to ask Kik n Taam over for dinner tomorrow night...hopefully they will like what we'll be cooking...HAHA
Sigh...my gums hurt...what should i do?
ling ♥ 11:11 pm
Friday, June 13, 2008
better
- Arranged to meet up with Michelle in Uni.
- Talked about our thoughts and opinions.
- Realised some faults about working ways.
- Got kicked out of meeting place for "VIP" drinks session.
- Went over to TROF for some drinks.
- Walked back to check out Degree Show.
- Left the show as there were too many people.
- Planned to go for the show some other day.
- Walked home in pain...STUPID HEELS!
Argh...will go cook dinner now...BAH!!!
ling ♥ 7:45 pm
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
I can't...
I couldn't hold back anymore. Just as I started to Skype with Ying, I burst out crying.
Non-stop for probably an hour or so.
I guess I just needed to do that.
My thoughts are in a mess.
I feel terribly guilty.
I'm starting to hate myself.
This is depressing...but I feel much better now.
Would need some time to clear my mind and swallow everything
as well as work things out.
ling ♥ 3:30 pm
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
T.T
Just as I had expected I guess...I failed.
Sh*t I don't know what to do now.
Must consider my options.
Must tell Dad & Mum.
Must tell Uncle.
I think my tutor was rather harsh when giving the assessment feedback.
I felt insulted in some ways.
I felt blood drained from my body the moment I was told.
Came out of the room in a daze and went to meet YY at the cafeteria. Tears flowed out but I managed to stop myself since more people came in and sat around. Walked to the park and waited for Kik. Walked back to the building to meet with Zoe and sat in the sun talking with some people. Finally left uni and went for lunch.
After lunch, Kik, YY and myself walked to Castlefield. Walked quite a long way and then back to the city. Stopped by their workplace to settle some matters. Taam came by after work and we went for dinner. We then watched "Mongol" which unexpectedly was in Mongolian. Interesting though.
I shall go rest now...head feels like bursting...
ling ♥ 11:35 pm
Sunday, June 01, 2008
(but...)
I'm quite lost. These few weeks have been exhausting. I've done so much but on presentation day...it just went down the drain. Makes me even more lost now...sigh
Even when Kik and myself joined YY and Ruby for "celebration" buffet...my mind clearly elsewhere. I think I might have scared YY that night...by not being myself but who am I to judge.
I'm trying so hard to keep up, I know I can... but my mind's so messed up at the moment and it troubles me because there's not much time left on the course.
How come I can't figure anything out? I'm tearing my brain apart but it doesn't seem to help...
I must do what I must do...so afraid I'll fail this term...SH*T
I can't imagine...Ugh...
(tells self to think posi+ive)
I shall start doing all the things that I've been putting off...
ling ♥ 7:40 pm
