Monday, October 15, 2007
Emo post...
It’s been 35 days since I’ve landed in Manchester. Do I miss home? I need to think twice for an answer really. What I miss most are my parents, sisters, uncles, aunts, cousins and friends...that’s about it…heheI must sound like such a hypocrite already… I realized some time back that I wasn’t doing anything to bring myself forward whether it was in my work or life. Don’t get me wrong; I loved my job and lifestyle back home. I loved everything that I was doing until it became such a norm. I felt like there weren’t any huge challenges that I had to go through anymore.
Why not just change jobs? Why didn’t I just take off and go backpacking or something? I myself can’t answer those two questions. Maybe there’s more than two questions. Maybe ten? Maybe one hundred? Basically, I think all I really needed was a change of environment and of course; find ways to improve myself personally and professionally.
The only reason why I am not feeling down and feel as though I want to cry all the time is because Dearie’s here with me. I was going through pictures two weeks back and tears started streaming out for reasons I can’t explain. It happened again last night. I don’t know what I was thinking about at that moment…
…maybe I really am homesick eh?
Tragic. X_X
