Sunday, June 01, 2008
(but...)
I'm quite lost. These few weeks have been exhausting. I've done so much but on presentation day...it just went down the drain. Makes me even more lost now...sighEven when Kik and myself joined YY and Ruby for "celebration" buffet...my mind clearly elsewhere. I think I might have scared YY that night...by not being myself but who am I to judge.
I'm trying so hard to keep up, I know I can... but my mind's so messed up at the moment and it troubles me because there's not much time left on the course.
How come I can't figure anything out? I'm tearing my brain apart but it doesn't seem to help...
I must do what I must do...so afraid I'll fail this term...SH*T
I can't imagine...Ugh...
(tells self to think posi+ive)
I shall start doing all the things that I've been putting off...

